How
is it that one little word can conjure up so many thoughts and
feelings? There are many definitions of time, just as there are
many feelings the word time brings to mind. After reading
through all of the definitions given by Merriam-Webster if I had
to summarize time,
it
would
be: when something happens.
Time
frustrates me. I think the reason why is that I cannot control it.
No matter if I yell to "Hurry Up!" or if I try to
slow time down. It doesn't work. Either I need more time
or I cannot wait for time to pass more quickly. Maybe the
passing of time makes me feel stressed or rushed. For instance when
there is a deadline in place, especially if I am running behind. But
then I also may wish to stretch out a certain time that I am enjoying
so much I don't want it to end. Maybe I am so anxious or
excited about an upcoming event that I am the one early with time to
spare and I want the time to speed up. You see I personally
have NO control over time itself. It keeps going, at its own
pace. Here is the thing though, I can control what I
do with my time.
Lately,
I have been reminded over and over that you never know what time may
bring. Maybe it will be an end or a new beginning. Something you
never saw coming or maybe you had an inkling. Even though we do not
know what the future holds, God does. I have to give my time to God. I have to be willing to let go and listen, wait then follow. Many
have heard or are familiar with Jeremiah 29:11. But I encourage you
to look at the verses that follow, read at least to verse 13. How
will you seek God with your time?
At
the end of the day I will most likely not be upset that I played with
my children or took time to talk to a friend even if the laundry is
not done. I hardly ever truly wish for time to go by faster,
even if I have wished for nap time or bed time to come sooner. But I
think this is what God has shown me. I have to be willing to wait
and be patient, yet also ready to let go and continue to move on. For me I have learned to slow down my pace, sit back look at what God
has given me and take the time not only to be thankful but also
enjoy. While time still frustrates this type A personality
frequently, I try to live in the moment and enjoy the pace
whether it be frantic or Relaxed.
I
challenge you to enjoy this amazing journey of time and always
remember God is right by your side.
Jeremiah
29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares
the Lord,
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you
hope and a future.
written by Jodie Wilson
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